인주(忍酒)

중독자만큼이나 자주, 그리고 많이 마셨다. 인간이 만든 것 중 미치기 쉬운 게 있다면 섹스와 술이라 생각했고 난 술을 간택했다. 그렇게 애정하던 술을 하루 쉬었다. 그랬더니 몸이 좋아지는 듯한 느낌적인 느낌? 합리적 이유는 개뿔, 그런 거 없이 갠적인 생각 뿐이다.

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중요한 건 ‘술을 참아냈다는’ 거다. 보통 사람들에겐 별 거 아닌 것도 술에 빠진 인간에겐 힘든 고통이 술참기다. 고작 하루 아니, 이틀 술을 참았다고 생색내는 게 부끄럽긴 하지만 심적으론 상당히 뿌듯하다. 그만큼 매일이다시피 술을 마신다.

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